Memoirs
There has always been a touch of untamed in me.
Growing up in the beach-side suburbs of Toronto, my early memories of fun are split between endless horizons on sunny shores, and catching frogs in the nearby marshes at dusk.
Inevitably, pleasure would evolve into moonlit bonfires at the bluffs. Dinner parties with just the right company, where in a tender haze of freely poured wine, stolen glances and lingering hands, unfolds an impromptu introduction to swinging. Relationship anarchy ushering in thrilling new forms of intimacy. Discovering BDSM. Public sex on psychedelics. An unshakeable habit of falling for older men— not always the wiser, but with a treasure trove of unconventional life’s experience.
My ambitions for living have always been more than any one promise, person, or pursuit could provide.
When I found companionship, naturally— I thrived.
I have a sentimental heart, that dreams in forbidden love stories. There's an undeniable allure in surrendering to the temptation of “we shouldn't”.
I am a relentless romantic. I pull desire from the air like oxygen, dancing through the world with Eros coloured glasses on, feeling the ways that romance is intricately woven into the most inconspicuous interaction.
I crave an intimacy that can reach beneath our surface— unbound to shallow definitions, untouched by labels. I want our own little world and our own secret language, filled with laughter only we understand.
I want to root for you and champion your goals. I want to feel you in your absence, and miss you when you’re gone. I want our fleeting time together to echo through my days, etched into memory…
Do you want me like I want you?
There is an unyielding romance in the freedom from convention and expectation that exists behind the curtain of this world. The love languages of collaboration and mentorship creating space for me to flourish as a multi-faceted sophisticate, celebrated for my eccentric bohemian charm.
With the agency to lead an unapologetic life, I nurture creative hobbies, pursue learning without urgency, and prioritized peace of mind. I can get lost in the process of a painting or pencil sketch, spend a rainy day writing poetry by candlelight, pick up a neglected instrument, or study a new language (currently Japanese!). I’m able to promote my health and well-being through yoga and strength training, scenic walks or hiking with my dog, and seasonal gardening.
Despite my quaint hobbies and artistically languid way, I’ve led a life of uncompromising hedonism and libertine experience. I have camped in the deserts of Africa, climbed bamboo forested mountains in Thailand, sampled rare vintages on a thousand year old winery in Spain, and gone butt-naked snorkelling in the Caribbean.
With every return from my expeditions into wild abandon, came the evermore illuminating discovery— life as the lap of luxury.
I have the striking character of a precocious and rebellious girl-next-door. A lover of frivolous mischief. I am passionately curious and compelling when intrigued. Unwaveringly sincere and dazzlingly candid. I've been described as incorrigible in the most flattering sense of the word.
Anticipate an experience that is visceral and multi-sensory. I will guide you to the threshold of your humanity. The personification of your dirty little secrets, getting off on pushing you to the limits of earthly pleasure.